Kamden’s first birthday felt very underwhelming to me as a mom. I was supposed to be on bed rest and I was due that next month, so I felt like I couldn’t give him the birthday he deserved! So, I promised myself with the next birthday that I would go all out. I still feel some what disappointed in myself, like maybe I could have done a bit better. But, the boys had so much fun, and I felt so happy that we had made it to 1 and 2!